She worked hard but She gave up

it's been a long time since i stopped my diet and i could never expect with will happen to me after that , i felt so sad i hated seeing my body in the mirror and the fact that i was skinny two months ago and how everything when so wrong for so many reasons and keep falling down so deep.

i had lots of sad and bad times i feel so weak i don't know what i should do anymore i really needed help so bad I've been following so many diets from this blog and i can't deny how much they helped me but now im having desperation all the time and eating junk food was the only thing to keep me or to save me from crying .
breakups also was such a main reason why im into that..but when i try to realize why am i did that i feel so stupid to do this all .
i wasted money on buying healthy stuff energy, sweat...
i wanna back to that way so bad and im so ready to to do it right now in this moment.
at the end i wanna thank Healthy Life for all the advice and the support.
i'll be starting tomorrow 3 cleanse days so i start this monday .
im here to change not to give up.
new start new girl this week for forever ♥
my story for you ♥